Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Crazy head

There is too much going on in my head to discuss. I think I told em or C. about this...it is this feeling of not being able to keep anything in your head. You think of something you need to do/buy/make appt. for and you tell yourself that you won't forget and you'll remember to do it. But about 30 seconds later, you've completely forgotten about whatever it was, and if you say...wasn't there something I was supposed to remember?, you can't even recall what it was after many minutes of hard thinking. I think it is my brain's way of saying "slow down-you are overloading me". I've started the list making process, but now I've got about 3 lists all in different places, and none of them contain an item I just thought of and will probably not be able to remember later today. I'm not convinced it is age. I think it is a sense of being overwhelmed--and not even overwhelmed by important emotional issues, but just by the nitty gritty of everyday life. Oh well.

In maggie news, her ear infection is getting better, and she is starting to eat her new food with some regularity. The doctor says we are going to wait and see if this growth will go away- they only found evidence of inflammatory cells. However, they didn't really get a good chunk of the growth, so it might still be some sort of benign or malignant cancer, but we will wait and see if it goes down before they do some serious cutting.

That is all for now. Happy "hump" day!

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